intimacy issues…..
in to me see issues. issues of u seeing into me. but what if i already see into u? is that still an issue?
The Land of Sahara Lotti
a book tightly shut is but a block of paper……..inside my brain…….my brain is still not tired…Archive for January, 2008
it’s just not the way…
it’s as if each day of my life I wonder and I wonder again and I wonder again…what is this spiritual disease that ails so many in my world? What am I supposed to learn from this? I’ve had four people in my life die of substance abuse…whether it be an overdose or a path that led to their demise. I know some people might think it’s fun and casual…i suppose it can be…but the reality is it’s a con and mirror and a trickster at work…showing it’s face in many forms…presenting itself one way, but only to be another. To me, it’s like making a deal with the devil….it says hello me…hello darkness…come in and stay….and ruin my life….take me down….take me over….make me weak. yes indeed. Strip me of my ability to hear my own soul…strip me of my ability to truly love…strip my of being lovable because you strip me of all my goodness and you bring out the worst in me…and then on top it…depress me…and make feel like nobody is there but you. and I’m yours.
fuck that.
depression is no stranger to me…but it’s still weak….and there’s nothing more free and powerful than being clear and being in control and being in the light. the light side of life is where strength comes from. everything else, is just an illusion. don’t give your spirit away…it’s yours…and it shall lead you to peace if you just listen to it and not those thoughts in your mind…….. like i said to my friend the other day who was feeling blue…it’s not real…it’s not real…and that’s all that is true.
the word…
“Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that.”
“Every man must decide whether he will walk in the light of creative altruism or in the darkness of destructive selfishness.”
“Faith is taking the first step even when you don’t see the whole staircase.”
“I just want to do God’s will. And He’s allowed me to go up to the mountain. And I’ve looked over, and I’ve seen the Promised Land.”
“I look to a day when people will not be judged by the color of their skin, but by the content of their character.”
“Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.”
“Love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into friend.”
“Never succumb to the temptation of bitterness.”
“The time is always right to do what is right.”
“Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.”
“Our scientific power has outrun our spiritual power. We have guided missiles and misguided men.”
“The hottest place in Hell is reserved for those who remain neutral in times of great moral conflict.”
“Seeing is not always believing.”
“Nothing in all the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity.”
“I have a dream”
…So do I.
my desktop brings out the narcissism in everyone!
I was checking the trash thingie on my computer…..and look what I found…it’s a real life Judd Bloch photo shoot! Narcissizing behind my back!
Pictures have been removed. Why you ask? Because Judd flipped outtttt and made me take them down! Word to Judd: empty the iMac trash before you go! Mean. Mean. Mean.
no hablo espanol
I should be fluent. But I’m not. I cheated in Spanish. Why oh why oh why? Here’s some photographic evidence…. Buenos Aires is hot in the day, cold at night. Similar to LA, maybe a little more drastic.
